constantly aware.
constantly.its hot in here.
it never lets up.
cutting film tonight in the editing room.
sliced my thumb open.
blood on the film.
i saw her walk by in a pretty pink dress.
christ she's always walking so fast. and when she has time to talk she asks me to these stupid functions.
i don't want to go to them.
i want to hang out with you.
don't you understand?
get some tea together and walk around.
who am i kidding?
i'm just wandering around like a lonely star.
i need to be alone.
find myself.
and then love will find me.
and it's not going to work any other which way.