i've got no sleep that past few nights.
i feel like the walking dead.
work beckons, and i don't want to go.
i know my ex is going to be at my brother's concert. and i know i'm going to be there. and i know one other ex is going to be there. and i know new people are going to be there. and my family is going to be there. and it's going to be akward if i let it. so i have to act normal amidst the chaos. good luck me.