today i am destroying.
i am getting rid of.
pictures, memories,
the worst of all was reading the anniversary card she gave me last year. don't think i could hurt much more than that right now. don't want to.
her artwork..
i must not paint a pretty picture of the relationship, because it was not great. it was not loving. there was no desire. there was mutual love. platonic. must forget must move on. god damnit.
god damnit.
god . damnit.
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