jesus, i have never really been this sick.
i have and i haven't.
i have been horrendously sick before, for days..
but never before has it been this relentless.
this fatiguing.
sleep is a mere escape.
it should have passed by now.
it's 11 pm and i've been sick since yesterday afternoon.
i threw up at work and left.
my stomach feels like it's been harpooned.
i can't keep any food / liquid down.
i haven't left bed all day, except for the bathroom.
my head feels like it weighs two tons.
and it's hot. it's so fucking hot.
and i have cold sweats.
i don't have a fever; i rarely get them.
my forehead is clamly and cold.
like a dead person.
maybe i'm just turning into a zombie.
did you bite me?
because if you did i'm going to eat your brains out, asshole.
i suppose if i could escape anywhere
it'd be into one of the i spy books
those pictures stick out in my head like sore thumbs
here's to good health! cheers!