i recently rekindled with a girl that i haven't seen or heard from in four years
she has always peaked my interest, always;
between now and the last time i saw her:
she had a child,
fell under hard times with family and friends,
moved to mexico with her fry-cook boyfriend who was also the father,
and there was introduced to many many drugs,
and is now living back in vegas with her grandmother because her mother disowns her.
a grandmother who is dying of a kidney disease.
today i took her and her daughter out to lunch.
applebee's
trinity was the little girl's name. almost three years old.
she loves hannah montana, even though she calls her "tana"
she is so cute.
we ate, and talked, babies everywhere.
babies dig me, for some reason.
there was this blonde baby at the table behind us that kept smiling everytime i looked at her.
paid for lunch,
showed them my house and my room.
and then i took them both to go see "kung fu panda"
we all loved it - it was so funny!
i had a great time today.
i haven't had that kind of fun in a while.
it was good for me.
i feel good,..
yeah, i do. i really do.
i've felt awkward about it for the past few days.
i don't know if i like her, or her me.
i still don't.
and i didn't know what was going to happen, or how i'd feel about being a father-figure for a day.
but after it was all over,
i realized i don't have to feel weird about it.
i did it because i'm a good guy.
and that's what good guys do.
i just gotta get out there and spead the goodness.
it's a shame you didn't come, reader..
kung fu panda was gooooood