i put on the man who,
and i groove to the sound.
before that i took a walk
around dusk.
i feel a little overwhelmed,
a little unsuprised,
and a little anxiety creeping on.
the walk calms my nerves.
the candles that've been burning
calm me, too.
soon i'm going to rearrange my bookshelf.
i went back to the gym today.
i'm done playing games.
this month is about being hardcore.
school starts soon.
i've got a lot looming over my head.
but i think everything is going to be okay.
i know that i'm trying.
i know that i'm getting a lot done,
and making the most of my time.
i feel new.
this is the time to feel and be new.
so fresh and so clean clean.
i will earn my way,
accept no handouts,
and make something of myself.